Walk With Me

Walk with me, the path of life,to explore every bend of the road. Enjoy with me the beauty of life,along its wonderful way Find comfort with me, in each other's arms,when grief crosses our path.Find strength with me, in each other's strength,when despair lies in wait Laugh with me, a single true laugh,to enlighten another's distress.Cry with me, a single true tear,to understand true happiness Cherish with me, the wonders of life, as they need to be preserved.Rejoice with me, in the mysteries,of what is yet to be.Find peace with me, in each other's souls,when the world has gone insane. Find love with me, in each other's hearts,until this life has been fulfilled And when the path comes to an end. I hope we can say from within We've known the beauty of true love,our love came from within.AMEN

Existence

She doesn't exist in this world, only beyond the surface of the cold screen. She doesn't exist. And I hate that I compare her to all beings when put to test. How crude and tedious they become, and how she would silently suffer in isolation. But she's not real; I am yet to convince myself. I need her, but she's of my own creation, I give her the pulse, the silence in which she mesmerizes me. I make her tragic, and alluring but I can't feel her warmth. Only blankly stare where she resides. Beyond the screen. Inside my imaginations.

Agonistic Spirit

Thinking of you acid rain falls or are those tears which burns fiery paths of hurt down myface and on my neck. where I can't swallow or breathe . canthis choking be my end? Yes but the pain has just begun as the heart thirsts for love but only soaks in anguish. which drains it of life tearing a jagged scar. a raw wound open and screeching , echoing through a tortured mind ,then time is the enemy.All that remainsis a skeleton of agonistic spirit ,singing a haunting melody -"I'll lOVE YOU TO THE BITTER END "

Just a Little Longer

Desolation,Wide open space,Between the trees and me,Emptiness and me,Confusion and decisions,Feelings hard to define,And I say to myself,Just a little longer.Coldness seeps Its way in,I am falling deeper,Into what I fear most,As I reach out,There is nothing there,As possible there was something once,Only to be gone,And I say to myself,Just a little longer.The sun drops,The last inch of light falls,The squirrels more likely to be huddled up,But not me,Something I never possessed.And I say to myself,Just a little longer.Then the sun has gone.Darkness spreads its wings over me.I see nothing so no one sees me,Feeling of bitterness only,And I say to myself,Just a little longer. An Owl peers down,With question in her eyes,She doesn't have a hope,In helping me,As she doesn't see my pain,Spreads her wings,Passes me by,And I say to myself,Just a little longer.The soft earth,Seems the only thing holding me up,Even then I could slip,And wondering takes me,To why and how I got here,Without even knowing it,Yet no one notices,As they didn't see before,So I say to myself,Just a little longer. Shimmering in the darkness,I see two moons,Reflecting off a stream of thoughts,Ongoing forever more,Along a rocky road,Slowly giving in to finding a way out,I take the plunge under the river,Then the wind carries a whisper,Gently on a breeze,'Just a little longer.'

Mistake

I must admit that I have often thoughtof leaving it all behind and letting everything go I was lost and alone, as I always am,So many people around me,Yet no one seems to care.They say they understand and love me very much,But just when I Trust to love, they forget and move on.I held the knife so close as tears, mixed with blood,Began to fall slowly.Like a foolish child I cried.Knowing that I could end it all nowmade my mind draw a blank.I put the knife away and tried to wipe the blood,that ran faster than I can describe.I knew suicide wasn't the answer I was looking for.I knew there was a reason for me being alone.So many bad things happening at once -They can make you forgetAbout the good qualities of life.Even though life is hard,and trouble an inevitable part of it.If you decide to leave it all behind,maybe you will,but I can guarantee that others ....Your Mistake will haunt

Confessions

Silence Only tears As I press the blade Against my pale skin Red The blood flows From the wounds Echoing my inner pain SatisfactionAs I feel the knife Slicing into me .I only deserve pain Anguish As I realize what I've done I feel accomplishment. As I gaze at the marks upon my skin.People are horrified Don't understand why Neither do I.

Death Not Being The Way

I held the knife so close to my heart.Like a foolish child I sat and I cried,Didn't realize what I had done, what I had tried.Tears mixed with blood, falling slowly to the ground.Covered in blood, pulled myself up, in tears scribed:"To those who don't care, to those who can't see,Never Give up always thrive to be free."Didn't know how many people would later cry."Tried to be free, yet I see this isn't the way."Friend at the door, ran as fast as he could.Too weak to say I'm sorry, otherwise I would.In tears, looked at the blue sad day.When you come and see this pool of blood and me,This isn't the way my life was meant to be.

Darkness

I'm swimming all alone in a pool of darkness and I feel like darkness is slowly pulling me under,I yell for help but no one is there to hear it.I begin to see the water at eye level and I kick and fail fighting to stay above the darkness,But the darkness won't let go of its hold on me and I slowly begin to give into the feeling that lies below the water line .The waters starts to fill my lungs, the lungs that once held so much life,yet now they allow the murky water to replace.I know that this path doesn't lead to happiness,But why doesn't someone grab my hand & pull me from darkness's grasp? because no one knows I stand at the boundary ,the boundary between light and dark.So I give in to the thing that holds me.All of the strength and all of the courage that I once held in my heart can't save me from the water.So I slowly slip below the world of dead undetected by the occupants of your world. I don't want to fight anymore.I've given into darkness .

Birth of a New Star

After along fight between my silence and my wish to expression...the later won today..this is what i wanted to do.. a lil space to reclaim my life. a lil space to just share myself..
To tell all I have inside of me,
To read how ever it takes
Turn around and make a wish
Before you see my crying face...
Welcome to my blog.
Look around and think about what you read
Inside every person hides a deeper love for the darker things of life
Read my mind and see how sometimes some one can think about life, love and hurting
It's my mind, my thoughts
I'll give you a seek into my heart